It’s cold here tonight.
I am shaking just a little bit
as I write.
It’s not bad.
It seems to echo my heart.
Poor shaking heart.
Poor frightened heart.
This is my road.
It is icy and a bit dangerous.
There’s so much
at stake, so many things hanging
in the balance.
Steady now eyes.
Steady hands,
steady.
Winter will give way
to spring.
It is as certain
as the sunrise.
It will come.
Dream, heart
and feel,
your warmest days
unfolding.
I wrote this in January, and forgot about it. I was so happy to read it again today, now that warmer days have certainly come. I could never have imagined a year ago what my life would be today. I am happier in almost every way. We can't always imagine what the future has in store.
I'm at another crossroads - just as I was last May. I've felt the stress, which has been profound. This time, however, I feel stronger. Experience is an excellent teacher. This next thought is going to sound random, but I'll tie it in, I promise. I've been teaching my children to float when we go to the pool. It is the first rule of water safety. Panic is your aquatic enemy. You must relax completely and be absolutely still. It occurs to me that in life, as well, thrashing around and panicking in a sea of stress is wasted energy, and possibly even emotionally lethal. We are often told to "Be Still." At times like this, even when there is literally a SEA of stress that seems as ifit would swallow me whole, quiet faith calls for that stillness. Experience has taught me to follow my heart, and allow the greater powers of the universe to guide my life.
1 comment:
Abby, This is beautiful!
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